Tuesday, November 17, 2009

So Won't You Please? Be My Little Baby. Say You'll Be My Darling. Be My Baby Now.

the more and more i listen to old music, the more and more i hate music that's being made now. there are some good artists making now, but the majority are awful. i just love the tonality of old music. they rarely use vibrato in old recordings, and i pretty much hate vocal vibrato. it's not so good, but when it's put on every note it gets very annoying. i can't find any good radio stations whenever i'm in the car. if i started a radio station would anyone be willing to have an hour where you played some good music? i would be so down to do that.
i have no idea what i want. i know i want a good girlfriend, a more-or-less good paying job, only a few friends, and a place that feels like home, but i don't know any specifics. what qualities am i looking for in a girl, what career do i want, and where i want to live all change so much that i feel like i can't make an educated decision on anything anymore. i'm all for thinking out decisions before you commit, but i think there is some validity to choosing intuition over intelligence with these questions. sometimes someone just feels right, and you don't know why.
i can't wait till December 18th. the semester will be over, and i'll start making a lot of money. it will be oh so nice, i won't have an english class again for a long time. i hate writing with a passion now. being taught how to write, beyond grammar and spelling, ruins a person's creativity. i hate defending my opinion with evidence. i can do it, it's just tedious.
poltergeist poltergeist. everybody's welcome everybody's welcome. cadydid and cadydid. tiger tigers tigers tigers. i likey.
i need to start sleeping well, drinking water, and eating three square meals. i too often stay up late, and only drink caffeinated beverages all day. my body is becoming a wreck.
i need mouth water. wooed her.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Just Cause You Feel It Doesn't Mean It's There.

i got back six of my mugs from the glaze fire. it's so exciting, it's my first bounty of the semester, and will probably be my most substantial. i go really slow first off, and we have this assignment that where you have to make a sculpture completely out of thrown objects. it's fun, but it takes forever. i haven't made a pot that wasn't for the project in over a month. it sucks, cause i would much rather be making tea pots and such.
i went to my cousin's wedding in dallas, texas. she was the first kid in the family to get married, so go her. she was 23. it's funny, i remember playing kirby with her when she was less than 10, but she already has a business degree, an apartment in the city, a great job, and now a husband. the wedding was fun though. i got to dance with all my little cousin's, and laugh at all the aunts and uncles trying to still be hip. they didn't play any michael jackson songs though! DJ fail. oh! i caught the garter. it was pretty awesome. of course, i would've been more awesome if i wasn't related to the woman. man, she is realy attractive. i know it's pretty weird, and socially shunned upon to think that your cousin is good looking, but she is. anywho, now i'm going to be in the wedding album, so woot.
my ipod broke. stupid electronics. only one headphone works now (yes, i tried different headphones, it's definitely the ipod). i got the warrenty, so we'll see if they replace it. fingers crossed.
Carly and i and a jam session this past weekend, and it was a lot of fun. we played heartbeats (both the jose gonzales and the knife versions), heartbreaker by mstrkft, and please please please let me get what i want by the smiths. she isn't too good instrumentally, but she can sing, and she's very ambitious and positive about it all, so it's fun. maybe you'll see at perg's in a few months.
school is killing my spirit. i hate english. i actually have already gotten so angry beginning to think about it right now, that i'm not even going to talk about it.
i've been so busy, i don't have time to hang out with anyone. this isn't completely true, because i was able to play mw2 with elijah yesterday, and played with carly, but it feels like i either have a lot of homework to do, or i'm working or in school. what time most people put towards hanging out with people i put towards just relaxing, which i need to do or i get even more stressed out than usual, so i don't have any spare time to just do whatever. i guess that's what winter break is for. hey gracie, talk to me some more, i miss chatting it up.