It's Good To hear Your Voice, You Know It's Been So Long. If I Don't Get Your Calls Then Everything Goes Wrong.

So there are only so many people in America right? only so many in california, in santa cruz county, at harbor high school. there are only so many kids who are born in the same grade you were, and yet it always seems that the same high school experiences happen to each class. everyone has a best friend, many "fall in love", and practically all experiment with drugs or whatnot. i just think it's the weirdest thing that people have to become friends with who is available to them, yet everyone makes friends! it just shows how you really only have so many options to become as a human, so you're bound to find another who is like you. haha, and yet there are still wars based on racism. humans can be so dull sometimes.
Mr yanaki came down from conchord yesterday. that was fun, although i didn't really do much myself. the orange cream soda was really what made that day good, if i hadn't have gotten it then i wouldn't gotten hot and pissed off. i saw emma there, albeit shortly, so that was pretty cool. i think it's funny that i hadn't seen her in monthsss and then i see her twice within a week.
how can people have not read harry potter who are within a decade of my age? if not only to keep up with pop culture, and mainly because they are a fun read. i think everyone agrees that the writing isn't amazing, but it's a fun story, that, no matter who you are, you can find at least one character to relate too, or want to see destroyed. and not doing something because everyone else is is the worst reason to not do something.
HOLY SHIZ! i freaked out today, or i technically yesterday! i played scrabble a few hours ago and on my first turn, and only the second turn of the game, i used all of my letters!! first time ever doing it! i freaking jumped out of my chair and starting yelling "HOLY CRAP!" i had trouble putting the tiles down, haha. i had the word manager and attatched it to my friend and oppenent's "S" so i spelled managers. it was an incredible moment. it touched a triple word score too, so that one word gave be 86 points. i was stoked.
i have an interview for a job tomorrow at one, and i really hope i get the job. it's at a doggy daycare place called "bed and biscuits" and it sounds perfect. i wouldn't have to deal with humans, one of my jobs is just cleaning crates (which i can do while listening to my ipod), it's near my house, they prefer to only give part-time, and i know they want people who are willing to work once school starts (which i am). i'm pretty sure i'll get the job, i just have to be pleasant, articulate, and answer well.
i start a pottery class next monday. it's gonna be a class every monday for six weeks from 6pm-9pm, and the option to come any weekday from 1pm-5pm for free time to do whatever you want. it's 150 bucks, which is coming out of my pocket, but it's something that i might want to pursue with my life, so it should be a heap and a barrel of hoots and hollers. looking forward to outfitting our entire cabinets with handmade bitchin' mugs, and hooking up my friends with nice china. or does it have to be made of something else to be china? either way.
frank sinatra had a good voice. i bet he would have been one of my favorite singer/songwriters if he was famous nowadays, and his voice didn't instantly sound cliche because of all the posers. there are just so many other people to listen to now. i love his song My Way, the lyrics are powerful, albeit slightly arrogant.

When Things Go Wrong I Sing Along, It Is The Nature Of The Business. But You're Not Here To Make My Sad Songs More Sincere.

I might actually get a job finally! my brother's girlfriend is working at bed and biscuits, which is a doggy daycare center, and she says they're hiring new people, and i've talked to the owner and i picked up an application today. apparently they only give five hour shifts, but that actually might be nice, get in and out and have a size-able amount of a day to actually do stuff. also, i wouldn't have to deal with customers or humans all that much, just dogs and whatnot. perfect. i also applied to longs and they're starting to hirer again, so i can follow up with a phone call, and i learned you can apply online to whole foods. hopefully in a week and a half i'll be trading my limited time on this earth for nickels and dimes!
geezus, katie be hella hitting on me at shelby's birthday. i'm not dumb, when you watch me play tetris and lay down touching next to me, you're trying to do something. i don't get girls sometimes, she doesn't even know me, why was she doing that stuff? i guess gracie said she be sleezy or whatever. it was nice though, cause she is very attractive. hah.
i got to the second disc of ff8 and my playstation is reading the second disc. it's like, "please insert second disc" so i do it, then it just goes black and nothing happens. so frustrating, i want to play more!
i've decided that i've been 18 for a while, and the fact that i don't have my license is pathetic, so i've started driving around whenever i go anywhere now. it's only been four or so days, but i think i'm ready to take the test. i just want a freaking california state ID, and the ability to go on road trips without having to find rides or waiting for the other person to show up. it's been saving me a lot of money to not have a license though, considering gas, insurance, the actual car itself, and all the other types of maintanence. still, i want to always have the thought that, if things get too crazy and i get too stressed on life, i can just leave and never come back. it's a comforting thought.
i need a mouse so i can play tf2. screw playing with a touch pad. ugh, i should probably drive to best buy...blah