Seven O'clock

and both my parents are asleep on the couch. sometimes i feel like all they do is work hard, trade their time for money, waste their lives away just for me. i'm sure they enjoy themselves every now and then during work, but i'm just as sure that they would rather be doing something else. what worries me is that i'll most likely be doing the same thing when i'm their age, providing for my children. but at least then i'll be getting some.
Kurt Vonnegut is a genius. actually i'm lying, i wouldn't know, considering i've only read one of his books, and am just about to finish a second book of his. from material i've read so far though, i must say he is a unique writer. i like how he makes fun of himself and even the book during his descriptions of things. he loves to say nigger though. i get that that's the point, that people used to talk like that and it's a bad thing, but even so. he loves to confuse time as well, always talking about the future as if it were the present. he's an odd fellow.
i wish i always had coffee. if i had three wishes, one of them would definitely not be to always coffee on me, but maybe if i had a few. i also wish it wouldn't keep me up at night, so i could drink it whenever i want. Alton Brown says that Decaf coffee is of a lesser quality, and it makes sense. if you buy a Decaf pound of coffee for 5 dollars, and the regular one cost 5 dollars, the Decaf one would be worse quality because in order to Decaffeinate the coffee it has to go through an extra process, thus making it more expensive to make. so if you buy a 7 dollar pound of coffee it will probably be the same quality as the 5 dollar regular stuff. also, light roast coffee has more caffeine in it.
i've been having horrible dreams recently. two nights ago i dreamed that i slit the throat of my best friend. before that i thought i was gonna go smoke weed with a friend i would never ever do that with, and then we went to this really spooky cave. i can't really remember anything specific about other recent dreams i've had, but each day i woke up i know i'm glad i didn't remember my dream because i always feel scared when i wake up. it's probably all the stress from school...hahahaa
Simple Pleasures: giving a good gift to someone, a head nod from someone you don't know if you should nod your head to, fresh air, running your hand through your freshly washed hair, a persimmon, five stars on expert, nailing all the hammer-ons during a guitar hero riff, seeing someone fall, seeing someone gasp from fright, seeing people run in to glass cause they don't think it's there, yawning.