You Are Sleeping. You Do Not Want To Believe. You Are Sleeping.

i don't feel like writing in this anymore. it takes too much effort. i don't like the necessary forethought. articulation. it all takes too much effort. see, i just used the same phrase twice. if i actually cared i would change that. and make my sentences longer. screw it.
Cassidy. that's been my life lately. She isn't here, but she will be. in five months or so. i have made her a mixed cd, and ceramic mug, and an eight page letter (single spaced) that i can't wait to give her. she never gets any mail, so i'm sure she'll enjoy it. can't wait till she gets back...
so, there's the application on facebook called farmville that i was playing. basically you plant crops and it takes 24 actual hours (less or more depending on the type of plant it is) for them to grow and you make money and buy bigger land and buildings, blah blah blah. it was basically a way to waste time. well, i hung out with matt last night and he basically said that the game was pointless and i could be spending my time better, and it was so true! i haven't checked it since, and i won't ever again. i'll read a book.
cabrillo is cool. yah. lots of good looking women there. can't help but notice. especially in my ceramics class. josephine=babe
i watched gummo today. it was intense, to say the least. there were quite a few parts that made me sad, cause i feel like the characters could've existed in real life, and stuff like that actually happens to people. i didn't understand the rabbit kid though. who was he? why did he find the dead cat at the end? why was he kissing the girls? i'm glad i saw the movie, but it gives you one of those gut feeling after you watch it.
and i'll update it whenever i feel like it, thank you. bitch.
okay, one more thing before i go. the fog recently...love it. so much. i wish it was always this foggy. like pea soup, as yukon cornelious (sp?) would say. gold. GOLD!!!! and silver. silver and gold.