i can't stand waiting anymore. i feel like all i do is wait for everything. why does everything worthwhile have to take so long? guh.
i've been on a real smiths kick. i've been only listening to them for the past two days. and i'm still not sick of them. the only bummer is i downloaded their discography, but am listening to all their songs on shuffle. so, starting tomorrow i'm gonna listen to the actual albums how they were intended to be listened to. starting with strangeways, here we come, because apparently it's really good. i just love the queen is dead and their self-titled albums so much.
i have no one or anything to take pictures of. life has been so boring lately. i haven't hung out with anyone i've wanted to hang out with for days. i got sushi with gabby yesterday, which would've been amazing, cause i was gonna ask if i could take pictures of her, but then this other guy named mark tagged along and ruined it all. i mean, he was fine and interesting and whatever, but the dynamic shifted. and i didn't want to take any pictures of him.
i wish i could go to my ceramics class tomorrow, it's so much fun. i don't have work till 1, but the ceramic studio is open on fridays from 1 to 4. so inconvenient! it takes me so much longer to do my pots and decorating than everyone else. god, i know i'm in college now, and people have probably taken the class multiple times, but some of these people are KRAZY good. i'm very jealous. gotta keep practicing.
i need something new. i don't know what, but my body is telling me i need change. i need new people, new lifestyles, new activities. i've been feeling anxious week after week for the past few whiles, and i'm starting to think it's how i'm living my life. it's aimless. i need a purpose, and i need one soon.
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